你了解自己是个怎样的人吗？

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"有时觉得自己象一只站在旷野巨石上孤独吼叫的兽，风声吞没了一切，没人能真正听到我的怒吼！我是有些忧郁、有些愤世嫉俗，但不是每个人都是这样吗！

我努力地爬上一颗不断滚动的圆球，却始终站不稳，常常跌落......你说男孩别哭！我知道，我会努力擦干眼泪。可是，可不可以让我先放声哭泣，才继续勇敢。

我总是掩藏真正的自己，害怕别人一眼看穿，如果你在人群中觉得我陌生，别讶异，那不是真正的我，我还是你从前认识的我。

所以，请别离我太远，让我找得到你。



-几米-《我只能为你画一张小卡片》"

i like her . i love her

recently the fren bside me growing up already
Last time everyone got the same philosophy
Must give the first night to my husband,
Must be loyal to my couple
All bull shit…
Dunno izzit bcx the environment or the new generation thinking
Everyone like got the different philosophy already
I love tis person but I still cant control myself together with another person
The following one is only my personal angle la…
For girl, will only can have sex with the person that she like (I think most of my fren bside is like that la)
For guy, apparently they said if got feeling then can ON already. (guys don angry…sure not all la)
Then wats the meaning of the RELATIONSHIP?
Wats the point to get married?
For me, at the moment the only thing to make me married I think is because I pregnant.
So, guy…when u suddenly get the invitation card, don’t be surprise…haha
Sometimes the perception of the human that confuse me
In general, if that person pregnant before married ppl will use the
different EYEs to c them
But if that couple married so long but haven’t get kids, ppl will oso use the different EYEs to c them
This is not consider concern..just to fill up their free time or curious
Wat I trying to learn now is don care about the outsider perception
Just do whatever u think is right surely cannot hurt others one

Third Party

Remember i read one book,
the write said, girl must be the third party at least once in her life,
That will satisfy that girl
Izzit the right talks?
For me, if the relationship no problem the third party will not appear
Third party doesn’t have to take the responsibility in this issue
The main problem is the couple their self
Till here sure got a lot of ppl said that
c..bcx now not happen in ur relationship
if happened it, u will got the different talk
Its maybe…but I think if really happen
The first person I wan to blame is me myself
Why I cant make him loyal to me
Why I cant better than her
Why I make him so busy wasting time to find other girl
Why I donno what exactly he want
Why I donno what he think even so close with him
True or not?
A lot of people keep blaming the third party or their partner
Don’t you think about yourself before blaming someone?
Every choices is make by yourself, who will force u ?
Maybe write is easy talk is easier,
Maybe I actually not that open minded
But this is the one that come out of my brain now
Recently , learning never regret in love

New environment New life

1 march is the first day.
nothing special.
as usual just seat and do nothing here
worst part is couldnt online because haven got the password
second the pc here is slow and slow
remind my tmnet connection time
firewall make me cant dl stuff especialy msn
have to use webmessenger
suck....
but the ppl here is very nice
at the moment is totaly unstressful till sleepy
everyday here just read and read...
have to understand the company proceduce
portfolio, supplier...
but how can i memorise everything
is impossible, unless i start handle project
then is different case
but anyway, just treat it as a break since i haven rest enough
something in my mind make me cant concentrate in my new life
hope to clean it up
and have to clean it up
i dont allow others non sense to disturb my life
give myself till this sunday
then cannot be lazy anymore.
must wake up and make every minute to be useful but not useless