BBS VS Blog

that day got one radio programme talk abt the blog topic
said that nowaday getting more ppl start to use blog as their information web
for me....blog is the diary...but after listen this programme abit confuse
diary should be P &C one right..
last time i active in one of the china bbs
that time only like to write sum nonsense stuff...
help me improve my writing skill
then from UC, i start to write blog.
that time because one of the subject New Media need to use blog as our WIP report.
then is my fren trend...
all use blog as the communication centre
cant forget the period that we design our blog while at UC..
me and ivan....both of us keep designing but without HTML knowledge..
make a lot joke while that time....
everytime when success uploading one icon or link to blog will happy like hell..
if said blog is diary i rather said that is the daily notebook.
is not P&C because maybe when u write sumone bad
that person will come and view it..
ha ha...so....honestly ...if wan to write the secret or sadness i rather go bbs because at least
they dunno who u are....

Recently

today bought cake for 2 colleague. is boss order, they are nice.... really nice...will listen u , will care abt u ... just.....$$ too little..ha ha...wat to do..



new company wah....
found back myself...
everytime when i listen my favorite song i will feel so hyper
recently listen the ZHAO WEI "Sun Feng Ni Feng" and Yang Cheng Lin "Ai Mei"
love the music, the lyric...
learning open minded abit.
dunno from when i already forget my philosophy
" If the thing cannot change then just accept it or just forget it"
i m change after back to malaysia...

when at AUS...
i always happy..because i never care anything. i got a lot fren but not really got very very close gang...because i scare..i know when getting closer the problem will getting more. so i just wan have a little little distance wif them.but got a very good memory...seriouse...i thanks them a lot a lot.

back to MSIA...
i back here they leaving me. growing make ppl change. closer fren getting strange. stranger getting closer. a lot fren know me well...ask me y always sad one..ya wo...they remind me...y i so easy influence by environment?

got the conversation with sheng mooncake festival that day,
"fren no need a lot, good and can know u well, understand u , always appear when u need he/she is enough."
i guess everyone also know this term. pro is when u treat that person as ur ZI JI but at last is not as ur expectation, so...

second main conversation is regarding "nowaday woman actualy cannot too independent."
i not sure whether in guy situation, but stand on girl feet is that.
can independent but dun show out.
why....
first, people wont so care about u because feel u always can stand up back very fast, so no need worry u get hurt.

second, when ppl got high expectation with u will make u more stress.

is that worthy that to tell ppl u are independent then lost the care and worry?

be a smart woman, dun so confident that u can face anything and solve everything.
even u can...just keep it in your heart...

Boring Working Life

dont know how long din back home while the sky still bright.
ya i know...every told me work is like that.
9am already at office...untill at least 8pm
actualy i dun mind to stay late or long working hour.
the true is i m in the office nth to do leh.
always ask myself am i in the right direction?
got other offer but i still cant give up at current job.
i still havent leave any result here, how can i resign.
yesterday suddenly feel depress....
everyday stay at office 12 hours, but how many hours are really work one
maybe i am FAN JIN..i can be leader..
i only like to work, its because will make the time flies faster...
like now...everyday seat and playing game....
sigh...should i change job?but this job is only 2 months leh....
confuse..

Human Talk

tot only Movie time ...
real life actualy is the same story
offer help actualy because think can let work run faster
bloody hell....
some of them will stand on your head ask u do the whole job without thanks and please
give more time period of the job tot let them work in comfortable but produce good result.
this is only give them more time to do their own work, such as chating
why human so FAN JIN one..
must control and forcing...
sien...wats the age already
still like kids....
no wonder ppl hate boss....
now i understand

first working saturday

so fast.already 1 month.
already got my first salary.
dont know whats wrong suddenly feel sad
maybe because i still new still fresh
feel useless at office.
everyone so busy except me.
anyway...dont know how long can live in this kind of life.
just feel bored
work, home , and work.
like no life. i know is normal but still.........
today got 2 fren leaving me....
they going to taiwan study...3 years leh...
sigh....now i know why kids life happier than adult
because when u grow then u must have to be independent
everyone also think these that make getting lesser fren.
sad....but have to treat it normal right?
KESIHANYA...

2005 national day

this year different.
last year national day i still got class...
last few year every year also got show...consider working la
but this year finally can rest liao
haha...same with others...
so what i did?just went to temple lo...
at genting leh..then rest lo.
but still feel not enough time leh.
anyway...nothing special lo.
dinner at mama house, then downloading movie to watch
then.....bla bla bla...nothing special...